I am living proof that God doesn’t call the qualified. Here is my confession. When I first became a member here at Holy Cross it was only because my son asked to go to Sunday school. I remember thinking, “Why would you want to do that?”. You see I grew up in a family with a lot of weird religions and I wanted no part of it. But I wanted to be a good mom and didn’t feel I could deny my son’s request, so come to church we did – sort of. We were fringe members at first. When I did come, I would try to hide in the nursery. I didn’t feel like I belonged here. I feared people would see what a sinner I truly am. But I started to hear this message that all of us are sinners. That we all fall short. And I began to listen. I started attending Adult Forum and Bible studies. One night at a Bible study we were discussing the imposter at the wedding banquet. I finally mustered up the courage to confess that I feared I was that imposter. Karen Bigalk looked at me with her bright smile and said, “Oh, we all are!” There is tremendous power in confession! Scripture was opened up for me and faith began to grow.
I started to volunteer for worship duties. Everything except communion set-up. I feared spilling wine everywhere while trying to fill those little cups! Turns out there is a dispenser for that and there is nothing to fear. Don’t be afraid to volunteer. You might be surprised at what God will do to you and through you. You will be blessed! I promise.
Eventually I was given the opportunity to serve you through my position as Discipleship Coordinator.
I have truly loved my job here. My decision to resign has been a very emotional one. I will miss all of you. Thank you for being here for me when I needed you so much. I don’t know what would’ve become of me without you, your support, and your prayers. Thank you for giving me the privilege of serving you, it truly has been my joy.
Sincerely,
Jean Wagner